L'heure avait sonné - The Time has Come

April has been kind I guess, time does heal wounds, and with the love and support from my friends I have started to find peace in the heart and in mind.

I remember days when I don't feel like getting out of bed, I whined about every single thing, I cry over the littlest things. Then something struck me, I feel pathetic, vulnerable and I have become this annoying little freak who complains about the same old drama over and over again. Then I stop, I start going out more often with my girlfriends, partying, shopping, laughing about silly stuff, flirt a little and I felt good again. These are the things I have should do a long time ago.

A Big shout out to all friends who will be celebrating Easter Day, I wish you love

Through timeless words and Priceless Pictures

''If you do not breathe through writing , if you do not cry out in writing , or sing in writing, then don't write , because our culture has no use for it '' - Anaiss Nin

What inspires you to write?

Love? Life? Anger? Hatred?

I write when I felt the world could not understand me. I write because I believe through words I calm the whirlwind in my head. Through words I cry out the tears that people around don't see. Through words I sing songs when my voice could not be heard. Through words I find escapism in reality, through the words we find magic together.

I am not a great writer, I don't write for money, I don't write for your pleasure. I am an amateur photographer and an indie queen.

I am Jasmine..Thanks to all the readers who choose to stay and hello to all the new friends I've made.

 

Happy Birthday Veronica

I don't really feel like writing , I guess my readers will know the reason why.
So i'll just share some photos of my good friend Veronica's Birthday dinner :)

And may everyone have a wonderful month , its 1st of March ...

♫ Of the Moment : Dan Mangan - The Indie Queens Are Waiting

Your brown eyes are my blue skies.

''I Carry your heart with me ( I carry it in my heart ) i am never without it , anywhere i go you go'' - E.E Cummings

I did not mention in my last post , he went to Canada to further his studies Last Monday , 

7th February 2011 .. Love once again has tear us apart..

Was on Skype with him the other day , God knows how much I miss him . The weather in Toronto is really cold , he is trying to adapt to the changes and learning about his new place. School is going to start soon , I was so worried , before he left I was having a bad cold and seems like he got it from me. As we chatted I was crying , and somehow ironically he knew . He asked me am I crying, I said NO..he knew I was lying. I did not want him to worry because I want him to move on , he has a new life there, new faces to meet , and most probably he will meet someone new soon. Inside me I am dying , it was hard enough to be so far away from him, I could not touch him or hug him. He told him it was hard for him too but he won't show it to me because he knows I will cry. He knows I have not been sleeping for the past few days, why am I being so childish.

It's hard to act tough, I am falling apart. Days goes on, life seems the same. Every morning when I wake up I look at the sky, and wonders what is he doing ,the time difference is really crazy. Under the same sky, but miles and miles apart. I told him not to worry about me, because he is in my heart , so he is always near to me. He asked me if I like snow, he showed me the view from his condo.

 Well if things were meant to be, I might give up everything in Malaysia to be with him. 

Its too early to decide now ...if he found someone better I will let him go with an open heart.

''Can you help me?
Can you let me go
And can you still love me
When you can't see me anymore''


♫ Of the Moment : KT Tunstall - Other Side of the World

Forget me Not

Hello loves, 

It felt so weird to be writing again as I have abandoned my blog for the past months , Lost a few followers when I am away. At the same time gained some new ones, I wonder if I am forgetting too by so many of my dear friends and writers. What inspires me to write again is emails, and all the comments received.  Well thank you, your words make me want to write again.

Well I am back for good, I have been covered in shells for far too long, life has been high and low. WHAT HAVE I MISSED? EVERYTHING! 

So I'll keep this a really short one , as I can't wait to read everyone's updates and check out my new readers , reply comments and say Hi to everyone again ! GOSH  its a little too late but Happy New Year girls. Please Please Please drop by and say HI , can't wait to hear from everyone ♥

Miss you guys ! Hugs and Kisses !!

♪ But when you give me love
When you give me love

I have no fear of heights

No fear of the deep blue sea,
Although it could drown me

I know it could drown me

♫ Of the Moment :Katie Melua - No Fear of Heights

Sweet Like Candy

Sorry for my lack of post, it’s just that I don't have anything inspiring to write lately , plus coming home from work I just felt exhausted, uninspired , and mentally drained
  It's good to get away from the computer for a while ..
 

I do not want to write just for the sake up updating my blog.

I promise I will be more committed to my blog. 

I just need some time off .. Hope you guys understand..
I will be back and I will check out all the links exchange and reply comments and drop by my new followers' page soon..

And I did not have any new outfit post , I'll just share some sweetness with my readers

I love candy stores ,

I never really fancy sweet stuff but I just like to walk in and look at all the colours , shapes and the happy faces of children

What is your favorite Candy?

Mine is Gummy Bears , red ones especially :)

♫ Of the Moment : Brooke Fraser - Something In The Water
( this song makes me smile during a bad day )

If I'm Ugly Then So Are YOU

Have you ever woken up and feel like smashing the mirror so you won't have to see your reflection ?
 

Have you ever walked with your head high just to have something to say something bad behind your back 

And made you feel like you're the ugliest creature on earth?
 

Have you ever starved yourself so you can live up to someone else's expectations ?
 

Have you thought of going under the knife so you can look like the models in magazines?
 

Have you ever been made fun of because of your difference ? In skin colour / weight / shape or height 

Seriously who are they to tell us what is beautiful and what is not

All of us went through that and I think it's really ugly to make others feel bad about themselves..

To all women out there ,

You are beautiful and never let anyone make you feel the opposite

♫ Of the Moment : Sugababes - Ugly

Hello ! I am BACK

Gosh my blog has been dead for 4 days. I've just reach home yesterday. Finally i can have time to laze in front of my desktop and write a short update.

Trip back home was good. Time was not enough for me to see everyone . But i manage to meet up with one of my best guy friend Gino. He sat behind me in class when we were 18. Funny how people always say there is no way a boy and girl can remain as best friends.

Such thing does not exist , WELL HEY LOOK AT US !

We live for together for almost a year back in 2008 , and he is one the people who truly sees and accept the UGLY side of me lol . He tolerate my bad temper and of course we fight and i have said the meanest thing that i wish i could take it back. But i am just glad we can still be comfortable in our skin and yet remain the best of friends ever.

He is gonna kill me if he sees this candid shot lol

As for the outfit My dress and my first pair of Brogues ( OH YES ) are from Cotton ON
Head band from Forever 21
And bag from a local store

PS: I will check out everyone's update by tomorrow , i want to jump on my bed and sleep right now

♫ Of the Moment :Florence and theMachine : Dog Days Are Over

Check out her new official video remake for this song , AWESOME !

One Last Note Before I Go

Hi girls ,  Thank u so much everyone for your advise on the DSLR . Cross fingers that i can make up my mind soon and get the perfect one. And as for the boy , i am going on a date with him next Saturday , because he has class and i have to work and despite staying in the same city his place is pretty far from mine so we don't have the chance to meet up this week. But he text me EVERYDAY , all the time which is really sweet. I am not jumping into any serious relationship yet , well we shall see how things goes. I will update everyone if i have good news lol. 


By the way this will be my last post for this week. I wont be around for 4 days. I will be out of town , and please excuse me if i am a little slow in checking your comments. I will be back by Monday ,  i know i am going to missed out a lot of blog updates during the weekend. :(
Will check out your post as soon as i am home

I will miss everyone especially all my readers ,Wait for me please !

Just a short update and some random photos i took , scroll down for magic ♥

One last thing before i sign off ,

Sharing my new found love Coffee and a Cardigan

Love you girls , Thank for all your support and your words meant a lot to me 

And the sweet sweet sun's comin' down hard , The sun's comin' down hard

 

Pinch me its October already ? Goodbye September, did anything interesting during the weekend?

I went partying with my girlfriends on Friday Night , threw up like crazy at home.
Woke up with a hang over the next morning , rush to another friend's registration of marriage then slept my whole Saturday away . It was CRAZY , by the way i met a boy in the club will tell u girls about it the next time. I can feel the tingles on my back.
 

Anyway I need some advise from you guys
As you see i promised myself that i will try to come up with better photos
So after months of surveying and inquiring i am planning to get a DLSR

Cropped Oversized shirt :Local Store
High Waist Grey Skirt : Cotton On
Silver Pumps : Vincci
Bag : Vintage

What do you guys think about Canon EOS - 1000D?
Or you have any recommendations for a beginner like me

♫ Of the Moment : The Temper Trap : Fader