Tuesday, 27 October 2009

Rediscover ♫

These are a handful of indie artist that i like and listen to a lot lately..Their music is brilliant , but so sad to say that 75% of Malaysian are into mainstream music which has been over commercialized ..I have nothing against mainstream bands..Its just not my thing. Plus i don't really fancy watching MTV or listen to local radio anymore..Cause obviously they over played certain songs from certain artist, I swear i'm gonna throw up the next time i hear any track from Lady Gaga or Black Eye Peas. People likes to judge me from the type of music i listen to , and let me it clear for one last time , i don't label the music i listen to, I listen to whatever i want , whenever i want..

Just because i don't listen to some shitty bands which is suppose to be the ' Biggest Thing ' right now or screaming like an idiot in some over crowded concert full of posers and the crap band they worshiped , Doesn't mean i am WEIRD , and i don't claim myself an indie kid , i just happen to love indie music

Music is a Universal Genre so Why Stereotype?

Los Campesinos ! My Fav Band of the moment

Angus and Julia Stone

Vivian Girls

Joanna Newsom ( Peach , Plum , Pear got me addicted )

Ingrid Michaelson

Grizzly Bear

The Shins

Laura Marling

Slow Club

Noah and the Whale

of the moment :She's got you High - Mumm Ra

Tuesday, 20 October 2009

Au Revoir Couer , Fascinating New Thing

Its been 1 month and 3 days now..i wonder why am i counting

Randomly out of no where,

I've decided to end this madness..I am losing myself , whats difference am i with everything that i am against of , i laugh at girls who will sit by the phone and wait for the guy to call, i mock fun at girls who spend most of their time talking and thinking about their boy..I used to see myself an independent modern girl who don't need a boyfriend to show the world that i am happy..Are boys really that big deal? Then when it comes to him , my mind just went retarded and dysfunctional ..Love? Like ? Crush? whatever it was, i knew i liked him ..Now i ask myself 'What the fuck am i doing '

Is this how liking someone feels like? Or is it just the thrill i felt when i don't get something that i want..Friends said i just want him because i knew the harder it was to get what i want , the more i crazy i gets..but when i finally had it, i'll get bored of it..well, I DONT KNOW ..all i know now is i like him ! i don't know why, i don't have a bloody reason and i don't understand how But i like him..

Reading my old posts makes me sick , where is my pride? Why did i even made him the reason and my inspiration to write..

I felt so stupid and tired

I guess the Merry Go Round has finally stop spinning , its time to get off and puke ..

Goodbye heart..its time to seal it up and lock it again

This will be my last time to write about stupid things like feelings and emotions and ...him.....

Said it like i mean it..

So long, fascinating new thing...


of the moment : Until We Bleed- Keerup Feat Lykki Li * i'll never get bored of this song

Fuck Facebook , Fuck you and you and You

FUCKDEAD tired ,

7 hours of sleep is still never enough for me, im like a desperate addict without my morning fix.

DAMN ...

Logged into Facebook and as usual........its all of the bullshit below

Facebook is fully spammed with over-shared information..Annoying meaningless status. Straight guys who are desperate to adds up every single girl from your friend list ( slow down buddy, you dont just insert your tiny dick into any hole u see ) NOW DO U KNOW WHY U ARE DELETED from my friend list?..Stalkers who stalks your page everyday and leaving idiotic comments on every single thing u post..YOU ARE DELETED TOO
Geeklords posting up not so funny clips , Miss Miss cutie wannabe posting up lame chinese videos .OHMYGOD its so irritating..Wait till i start to talk about the people who is screaming for attention in Facebook..Typical Chinese trying to be Japanese, Adults trying to act cute like kids..Sluts desperately needs a dick posting up semi porn photos ,Grown up ugly women trying to strike model poses and look like shit ! Ugly and uglier photos are uploaded and they think its cool..If i know i look like crap , i will not post up my ugly photo and say ' oh i look like crap' and expect people to comment on it with denials comments such as ' Oh you are pretty my dear' Losers commenting each other's everything ...

By the way all of the losers above are removed from my Facebook ( so please dont syiok sendiri , i am not talking about you if you felt that im writing about you ) Some of you are still in my list cause i am trying not to be a pain in the ass bitch :)

Well, i admit i'm being shallow, Cause if you're good looking , popular and if you're naturally cool , you gets away with all of the above, But it gets to my nerves when you're a geek but you 're trying so hard to show the world that you're cool? arghh things dont work this way laaaH..But, i guess you're a little cooler than your dorky friends..

I am not mean , i am just telling the ugly truth

What irritates me most is guys who post up really fucked up status , if you're being so emotionally depressed , why dont you just jump off a building or drink up a bottle of detergent or do slit your wrist..JUST DO whatever it takes as long as i dont see anymore gay status of yours in Facebook..

And also, PLEASE stop publishing every single lame quizzes ! One or two a day is okay but some people are like so kiasu... ARGHHHHHHH .....Its blinding my eyes...it hurtsss...MY EYES...................

Why are some people so plain dumb ? Its okay if u wanna share stuff with your friends but over do it by posting a lame status every 1 hour of the day is fucking spamming my home wall..and I am not interested to know..WAY TOO MUCH INFORMATION...How can someone's life be happening when you're stuck in front of your desktop updating your lifeless life every single second, minute and hour of the day ! GET A LIFE LOSERSSSSSsss !

Nobody wants to know every single detail of your daily boring life..

I used to be a Facebook addict too, i posted up music videos from time to time too , i write notes , i comment on my friend's photos and stuff...I check out my old friend's photos and updates to stay in touch..I posted up status with quotes , lyrics and whatever that is on my mind ..BUT I DID NOT OVER DO IT LIKE THEM , cause i don't need all this unwanted attention, I HAD A LIFE , a real one...IN YOUR FACE = p

I am enjoying my chocolate sundae will trashing people like u

of the moment : Two Weeks - Grizzly Bear

Friday, 16 October 2009

Like a Song

Like a song in my head which is on repeat , Like a song which im singing in my heart

Songs that makes me think of...him

Gotta have you -The Weepies
Super Trouper - Camera Obscura
Piano Song - Meiko
Be Be Your Love- Racheal Yamagata
Thinking, Drinking, Sinking, Feeling-Slow Club
New Romantic - Laura Marling
Writing to Reach you- Travis
Shape of my heart - Noah and the Whale
Bury my head-Kate Walsh
Sway- Big Runga
Ku Katakan Dengan Indah - Yuna
Chasing Pavements- Adele

I wish i can spend a day without thinking of you cause i know you're not thinking of me

Tuesday, 6 October 2009

All Apologies and Smiles, Yours Truly Ugly Valentine - Carissa's Wierd

So they're all gone now
That took a long time
You're the only one
Who'd be my valentine
I didn't want that
To drive you crazy
I should've done something
I guess im lazy
Feeling down low now
Someone tell me what i should do
Because i've never been perfect
But i never meant to drag down you so
If i'm dragging you down now
I could wait in the lost and found
Just promise me you'll be perfect
And i promise that i'll come around sometimes
To say hello all smiles
Maybe it's time to let go
Probably doesn't even weigh that much now
So i'll drop it
I'll turn around fast
I'll shake your hand and take
Six steps back
We'll have a seat and light another cigarette
We'll have a drink for nothing to regret
We'll clap our hands when, when we hear that sound
We won't be sad now
We won't be feeling down
We could live or die
And have a great time
I'll be your valentine
What an ugly valentine
We could live or die
And have a great time
You'll be my valentine